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Onesided

  Some say that loving alone is unrequited love. I am alone feeling your soul and hand-knitting a sweater with a pattern I know you will love. I don't love alone, I can only feel you alone. In the moments of our love, you once let out a long sigh or changed a picture just for me. I remember those times. I want to feel the longing of being alone, so I go to romantic seaside cafes. There is a beautiful view and music is playing. Like seagulls who can't speak, we love like that. Onesided

Wedding ring (short story)

  I've never regretted making a cheap gift so much. My wife's eyes had lost their sparkle as we lived without holidays to pay the mounting school bills. My friend thought we should still get the diamond ring, but I thought, what's the point, it's there. They grew more energized, we grew more squashed, losing the corners of our lives. It was strange, maybe I'm the one who never thought of the power of jewelry. As I walked by, I smelled the pleasant scent of people, and the trees were sending out leaves from their roots, filling in the gaps where they had failed to grow. The old dead trees easily sprouted the buds of spring. She asked, What is your name, tree of spring? The tree from a time when there were no lilacs told her she was an old willow tree, growing taller and taller, with a big piled-up roof behind it. The columns are so thick that no one can see them properly. It's not that expensive, I realize as I put the ring on, a rhinestone ring that would put a ...

Dead cuase of rotation

 He ended his life with something that was, in the eyes of many, futile. He could not believe that the earth rotated. He believed that the sun must revolve around the earth. Death was easy and not as painful as he thought it would be. It always hurts more to be cut than to be cut. And so the man came to the end of his life with his own beliefs. The earth thought, I have a man who died for me, and the earth shed tears of emotion and let them fall to the ground. The earth saw a dilapidated building and a man with an unrefined face in a grave.

Body

 As she undressed, her curvaceous body was naked. A few thick, black nipples, a flabby side, and lines of thighs and buttocks that dripped with vitality. As I traced the stems of the flowers on her chest, I realized my paintbrush was shaking. The naked body was glorious in the hazy afternoon sunlight. I realized that I didn't need my brother-in-law's name there. As I painted the peak of the flower on her back, I grabbed the camera from the hip and angled it up to capture her backside. With my large hand, I grasped the tip of the hair and stroked it. It was the only fiber in my flesh.

Red light

  It's a dark night, lit only by sodium lamps, and a man is following me down a deserted alleyway. I try not to pay him any mind, but then I look back. It's the same guy who forced a smile at me, and I drop my coffee cup when he deliberately places a bug on the desk in front of me. The light turns red and the passing churchgoers laugh bitterly at my rejection. What church do you go to? There's a man with a knife behind his back like that. I'm about to stab myself with it, but suddenly the knife disappears. There is only the empty floor.

Time

There's a place for writing in the strangest places. It might be naive to believe that a place has a special power over you. But when you're in a well-manicured park, watching people walk by, it's hard to believe that. And my hair is soft, and the coffee in my mouth is sour, and the new traveler from another country unpacked in a corner of a tall hotel today, and I want to put off brushing my teeth today for some reason, and the lecture was long and boring, and the shopping arrived today, and the song in my ears makes my lighter load considerably lighter and my special human being even more special.  And so I am somehow proud of myself for going to pray at the Calculation Cathedral. 

Day for violin

 After creating a day to force himself to play the violin, Boram was able to savor his parfait a little more deeply.  He had spent so much time consuming himself with the opinions of others. Perhaps we spend too much of our lives trying to fit in, and it was a surprise to her to spend part of her weekend in the cold wind, chirping birds, and the emptiness of falling petals. The time spent on behalf of others is beginning to empty; they are increasingly filled with unapproachable boundaries, and the back of a middle-aged man, with perfumed incense breathing through his veins, turning away from the railroad tracks, is painted on the canvas. They will play again what has been played. Once you know how to do something, it's easy to do it again. That's what makes it so inviting, a stuffed shadow in a canvas of poverty.