어려움

 

하느님의 뜻을 굳게 따르기가 굉장히 어렵다고 느껴진다. 스스로에 완전한 모습을 갖추기가 어렵다고 느껴진다고 해야하나? 뭔가 계속 방해하는 영들이 있고, 물론 도움을 요청해서 받긴 하지만, 불안함이 커지기도한다. 

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